turntable

...life is worth it... watch the tables turn...


... rebearth ...

Saturday, December 30, 2006

Time to be Homeward Bound?

"my loneliness is killing me!" and it's hurting the people around me also. it's time to pack my stuff and run home. sorry for all the drama guys! i just can't take shit anymore... i need to breath!

Wednesday, December 27, 2006

party as theraphy


how do you pick yourself up from the pit of failed dreams and dissatisfaction? sure, the loud music and endless grooving helps - but i'm getting tired of partying and the more crowded the club gets, the more alone and empty i feel. what is this void that consumes my passionate soul? i fear, that sooner or later, i will become just like anybody else: bored, miserable and alone!

Tuesday, December 19, 2006

Prayer

i will not be the victim of my own weakness nor will i allow myself to be corrupted by my own strengths... Goddess, help me. I have become the very person I was trying not to be. Take this shadow that darkens my view and let me see the light that once guided my path...