it's gonna be great!

Goddess,I would like to thank you for helping me heal my scars and for allowing me to pull myself from the pit that stagnated my life for six years. Although, the future is still unclear to me, the peace that I have found in my heart tells me I am ready to brave the uncertainties. I still have trouble sleeping. Perhaps the imperfections I have made yesterday still keep me awake but I have learned to compromise.A couple of days ago, a young man kissed me. You know how I react to kisses, right? For a while, that kiss kept me smiling. But last night, I was saddened to know that the young man was actually a boy – a boy who thinks he can sleep around and still get the best part of me. I let him go; hoping someday he would realize that in the end, waking up with a familiar face will be more rewarding.I am thinking about my Mom right now. I know she is thinking about me too. Goddess, you must not get your sight off of her – she needs your guidance more than I need yours.Today is a better day… I hope you keep it that way, Goddess. But should you decide to test my will again and measure my survival strengths, I’d say: Bring it on!

the music has invited my feet to glide and as they glided to the tune of every beat, i have slowly healed myself... i danced as if i am the only one dancing and smiled like everyone else was my friend... and it attracted you... drawn you to me... so from this moment on... i will never take off this smile....