needs and wants

what i want precedes what i need...

reassurance...

"i don't think you realise the effect you have on me already... tell me to be yours and i would... my heart would know where it belongs..."

ray of light

dance like nobody's watching... sing like nobody's listening... live like heaven is on EARTH... Love like you've never been hurt...

to be nice is to be cruel

do me a favor and let me go... tell me your heart belongs to someone else and that your crazily in love with him... tell me lies and just improvise... tell me to walk away so i can forget about you.

108 days later...

i have begun a journey of my own... and invested every ounce of my will power into it... i had nothing yet i gave everything there is to give...

why???

to sleep better.

108 days have past since that plane took me soaring into my new atmosphere - had i slept better? no.

making your dreams come true wont give you peace of mind... instead, it will make you more thirsty for adventures and risks... yet no matter how parched i have become since that journey began, i have discovered that i am still a slave of fear... it runs in my blood... the voice of that part of me that has been beaten down by the shits of life echoes in my consciousness - telling me to take it slowly... to not rush things... to let everything fall in its proper place... in its proper time...

but the warrior part of me - the survivor part of me - the MAN in me fights the voice back... for no matter how hard i try to convince myself that everything happens in due time, i know that nothing will happen UNLESS you make it happen... so although the wiser of me is interested in teaching me a lesson of patience, the part of me that has the breathing soul urges me to jump and take the plunge... i have never been the patient type... i have always been the stubborn one - the impulsive one... can you blame me? i was born to live and i will die trying to live the life that i want...

a few hundred more days will come to teach me lessons but i shall take no further lessons from life... it's time to teach life a lesson in communication... it's time to tell life to listen!

cast the first stone!

you think you know BUT you have no idea...