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Wednesday, June 27, 2007

from a favorite sister...


to a loving brother



there are still a million THINGS that i want to tell you...there are yet a million more QUESTIONS i want to ask...a million more LESSONS i want to learn from you... these are a few of the millions of REASONS i would have wanted you to STAY...
but then, i know that you have a million and one more REASONS why you have to LEAVE...
it pains me a lot...but it makes me happy as well...happy to finally see you come THIS FAR...you traveled through a lot of rough roads...yet i only know a few of them...God knows how much more that you kept to yourself...
i ADMIRE YOU...a LOT...
you are the strongest ROCK anyone could ever hold on to...you have and will always be MY ROCK...you have made me the strong person that i am today...you have inspired me to CONTINUE DREAMING...to continue chasing my dreams...you showed me the painful realities of life...and you taught me how to survive them...you gave me ENLIGHTENMENT at the DARKEST of my life...you are SO MANY things to me...
i remember the day you gave us all a letter...and you said and believed that "one day, i will grow into a beautiful swan..."you were right!that made me believe that beauty is skin deep...and i have always felt BEAUTIFUL since then...THANK YOU...
i remember when we both planned our future...that you promised to fulfill my dreams...i trusted you the moment you said that...and i know that one day, all of our dreams would come true...and you will always be there to guide US...THANK YOU in advance...
i will always remember the many times you believed, and made me believe in my talents...i owe my every creation to YOU...THANK YOU SO MUCH...
I'M SORRY...for all the times that i wasn't there for you...for all the times that i failed you...for all the times that i was insensitive...
i want you to know that no matter what...in every decision that you make...i always believe that there is an INTELLIGENT reason behind it...i hope i understand you well enough to make you feel lighter...i hope i'm right to assume that you are happy...
and i PRAY...that you finally find true HAPPINESS and self-contentment...i PRAY...that you finally find your place in this world...i PRAY...that you finally fulfill all of your dreams...i PRAY...that you finally get what you deserve for being the GREATEST BROTHER...
GOOD LUCK on your journey...be GREAT!SHINE! i know your time to be great will finally come...i love you...